A Heart Restrained

For Yulia
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Saw I loved you, so restrained it
from that act
am forever tainted.

Apologies.
Were it
a better world
I, a better man,
we would be together.
but I am only that
which I am
and I am
 bemoaning
what could'be been 
in so damning 
what that I have lived

  I am


sorry.
Pray you forgive.


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   There are few things in my life that I truly regret,
 but among them is that I did not pursue her with
 everything I had.  It was a mistake.
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