Yuliamazing

-coz she is.

Yu-
got energy like a kid
budding bloom warm and with a smile
to rile saints, exhume martyrs to do it all over
in YOUR name. Yu-
are the completed rhythm
of a repeated half forgotten tune
in you the song sings Yu-
leave a wake like reality makes room
by bending time and space around Yu-
linger in me like honey sultry softly sweet alit
brittle images a'flit and drip sweat-like
I forget how much I tried to resist Yu
when you were his.
Fingernails dig into palms hands in fist
fists in pockets so all you both saw was
me leave discretly
so you had privacy for love...
I remember sear, I
had forgotten though
the steam
but its coming back to me
back to me
in rushes splashed hushes liquidly dangling
at the tip of my tongue over the tip of your tongue
one drop of mana suspended in connection
and in it if you look close:
both our reflections.
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Not going there, but thats how I feel. She is the ex of a friend whom I have traveled with and performed spoken word shows with as well. When I met her, I was drawn but for sake opf my friendship with Chris I converted her into a sister. That was a long time ago... sisters grow up... ... NOT going there! Why? No time. No history of sucsess at relationships- I love wrong. Trust me. Still, she is stuck in my head like a Venus broken record amorous repeated promise of delicious sweet in the seep of sweat and soaring of souls...